Preverbal Birth Experience from God’s Light: Dr. P: You are in the cabin corridor again, and lastly, in this case, you had a memory of something you wanted to share with everyone when you were born. On the count of one, two, three, you will move back to that time. One, two, three. You are on the escalator going deeper and deeper. [I was traveling down the escalator at a high rate of speed.] Dr. P: Now you are as light as a feather. [I was thought, I have never been this light before.] Dr. P: You are going down deeper still, deeper than you have ever gone before. [It was extraordinary, but I actually went out of my body while still remaining in the hypnotic trance. That of course would be the deepest state anyone would be capable of reaching, being out of body but still under the hypnotic state.] Me: Oh, there’s no door, just light, light…ah…ah…ah…I can’t describe it. Dr. P: It feels good? Me: It’s wonderful! I can’t describe it. It’s greater than the sun. Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah. Dr. P: You wanted to share it with everybody. Me: We live in light. That’s all it is. Ah. There is nothing else. There was more to this experience than what I had verbalized. It may appear to be beyond belief. I had been hypnotically time regressed all the way back, back before my birth, back before I was created in my mother’s womb, all the way back, to my creation from God’s light. In the end, being so deep beyond hypnosis and out of body while still in the hypnotic state, I was completely taken over by the grandeur of this light, which I knew instantly was the light of God. It appeared a million times brighter than the sun, and yet, I was able to look at it. I wish with all my mind, heart, and soul that I could describe it to everyone. I am completely unable to do so. There are no words in our existence that can adequately describe the light of God. I went back into the light of God.
I was in absolute bliss. I had no thoughts, worries, pain, or desire. I was completely tranquil and totally and completely at peace. I wanted to remain there forever. I did not want to leave. I decided I was not going to leave. I thought about my sister Chris who was there to observe my session. I would create extreme grief for her if I did not go back. Shortly after her marriage, she and her husband were going home after a New Year’s Eve party. The weather in the Connecticut mountains was horrible. Their car hit a sheet of ice, and the car went off a cliff. The car was crushed. Her husband was killed instantly. Though badly injured, she crawled out of the car and crawled to a farmhouse. She was taken to a hospital. In later years, she developed ductal breast cancer. All her black hair fell out, her finger nails fell out, and she was in constant pain and misery during radiation and chemotherapy. I was so upset. I went to see her oncologist. I told her I did not want my sister to die in the so-called treatment process, which I considered torture! She informed me she had to continue with the aggressive treatment if we were to kill all the cancer. So as you all can imagine, my sister had some horrific experiences in her life. I was not going to add to that by not returning. My clinical psychologist had put herself on the line by having me taken back to a preverbal experience, which was dangerous. I am forever indebted to her for not only helping me discover what happened during periods of lost time but also regain my lost memory of an episode, which I wanted to share with the world. We never expected that I would be taken all the way back to Creation. I believed that if I did not come back, it would be like taking a bucket of liquid shit and pouring it all over her, and I was not about to do this to my psychologist. And lastly, I am the only Columbus, Ohio, jails psychiatrist. My patients suffer greatly and need my help. I did not want to abandon them. I now knew we are all created from this light of God. Even though Adam’s body was formed from earth, and Eve was formed from Adam’s rib, their souls came from this light. We learned from Genesis 2:7 that man was formed from dust, but he did not become a living soul until God breathed the breath of life into his nostrils. And further, in Ecclesiastes 12:7, we learn that when the dust (us) returns to the earth, our spirit returns to God who created it. Jesus likewise gave up his spirit to God (Luke 23:46) when he died on the cross. After seventy-four years, I am now able to tell everyone we are created from the light of God. White, black, yellow, red, Christian, Muslim, Hindu, Buddhist, Jewish, all the others, and even atheists, all are created from the light of God. I came out of God’s light aware of this knowledge: we are made in the image of god! Our bodies are not the image of God, our souls are. Our souls, having been created from God’s light, are beautiful beyond description. God expects us to reflect back his light in everything we do. Live very holy lives! Because we are created from the light of God, we have unlimited potential. Nothing is impossible for us. All our dreams and aspirations are attainable! As far as I am aware, I may be the only human to have remembered at birth that I was created from God’s light. and able to report on it.
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