Excerpt

As a fundamentalist Christian, I subscribed to the theology of material separation from God because of sin. A prisoner of that thoughtform for years, I had to chip my way through solid concrete to escape the prison of a life of limitation. What amazes me is that my unconscious mind, that treasure trove from which I am strengthened and endowed with qualities which I never knew I possessed, persistently nourished my conscious mind with a continuous stream of meaningful images and concepts. Rising up through lower levels of consciousness to the surface, the unconscious mind became conscious of itself. The angular momentum of the final push to break through to the other side (the movement through the spiritual birth canal) was the most powerful of all forces imaginable! Unlike a tsunami, or an earthquake, happening outside the body, the all-consuming magnetic force field inside of me created waves which literally traveled across the ground toward me! I crossed an event horizon or schwarzschild* from which there was no return. Powerless to resist the universal life force energy, I was swallowed by a magnanimous roar of sound waves accompanied by high-pitched whistling. All personal willpower of my own was overcome by divine power, as I was magnetically pulled through the eye of a spiraling vortex of energy. It felt as if I were floating. (According to general relativity, gravitation severely modifies space and time near a black hole.) As I approached the event horizon, time slowed down relative to that of distant observers. When I reached the event horizon, space and time collapsed!

Once I contracted within my schwarzschild radius, I became a singularity, a dimensionless object of infinite density! As a result of this trauma, neuro-connections throughout my entire body rewired, and new channels forged. The frontal lobe of my brain became unblocked. Years of conditioning were eliminated. Like throwing crutches aside, my emotional and chemical addictions were discarded and blown away by the wind! I didn’t recognize myself. Out of this destructive cataclysmic event stepped a transformed me! The ugly duckling became a beautiful swan! Bestowed upon me, the gift given by grace, was free will to choose a new paradigm: the clarity to see myself and the world around me through the light of awareness! Inside and out, everything and everyone around me shone with radiant light!